Once upon a time I dreamed of a house with big front porch(like in the movie Summer Magic, but a white house, not yellow). That house was on a large acreage of green land filled with trees and a meadow and well very much looking like the Moors in the Secret Garden movie with a touch of the Scrumptious' yard in Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, swing and all. I dreamed of waking in the morning to the yard covered in fog, dressing myself and my daughters in flowy chiffon clothes and running outside to dance, like fairies, in that magical mist.
Fast forward 10 years.
By the time we have a house and a yard my girls will be grown.
Utah doesn't have mist.
With the size I am, dancing while wearing a flowy chiffon dress would be akin to an elephant caught in a mess of tulle stomping around trying to get out of it.