Smiles are hard to draw out sometimes
Friday, May 29, 2015
Last day pictures:
Above is her class (some kids didn't come) below is the school librarian who DQ would help put away books for.
This is Mrs. Baxter who is a parent aide at the school (as in aides the parents I guess) she has been a cheerleader for DQ since day one. We love Mrs. Baxter and she thinks the girls are just great.
DQ's 3rd grade teacher. She reminded me very much of my 5th and 6th grade teacher Mrs. Bell.
DQ's other best friend
Thursday, May 28, 2015
Saturday, May 16, 2015
Struggling lately with my depression. Getting all the snuggles and smiles from this kiddo that I can though. I'm swinging from grumpy/angry and irritable to on the verge of tears to nobody likes me everybody hates me guess I'll go eat worms to I'm useless and back around again through the course of the day. Caffeine has stopped helping as well.
Friends from high school have a baby in the hospital. She is a month older than Flower Pink. She was born with only half her heart working has had 2 heart surgeries. This 2nd one she has been having trouble being weaned off the meds. Major withdrawals. Then just as they were getting through that she had another set back. Then she now had a stroke and a seizure and my heart is breaking for their family as they have now simply asked that prayers be said for whatever will cause her to suffer the least to be. Doctors are putting her on blood thinners to help prevent another stroke, but that will likely cause bleeding in her intestines and swollen brain.
Not a trial I'd go through as gracefully as they are. Certainly hugging my own little one more.
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
This past Sunday we blessed(christened) Flower Pink at Mr. Man's parents house. My parents attended via Skype otherwise it was just Mr. Man's family there for her. A sister of Mr. Man also had her baby blessed that day, her sweet baby is a month younger than FP. It was a nice weekend and FP was rather cooperative overall.
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
Usually I return home from my in laws house feeling rejuvenated and ready to try getting life more organized.
Not this time. Though I think it's more that we need to change my medication or something.
I just want to cry a lot and never get out of bed. Though I resist both things. Thankfully I at least know when my head and body aren't being realistic. So instead I'm humming Count Your Blessings, because it seems so fitting.
Have a husband who lets me stay at home with the kids and puts up with my poor housekeeping.
4 beautiful little girls
Unexpected refund from the hospital which made this week not so tight financially and kept our account from going negative when the gas bill went through.
Cupboards of food.
Ava and Jordan avoiding Illnesses the rest of us have had.
Our washer and dryer
Cloth diapers so I don't have to worry about running out of diapers and not being able to afford more
A working vacuum
Hubby's work schedule making it possible for me to take a nap